"A teenager in the mid-80s, fresh out of high school, is conscripted into the South African Defence Force where he goes through the hardships and humour of infantry training. Innocent youngsters from all over the country are moulded into efficient killing machines and turned into platoons of mechanized infantry. The author takes you blow by blow through some of the biggest and bloodiest battles fought on the African continent since World War II, during Operation Moduler. He takes you inside his ?Metal Mother?, a Ratel infantry fighting vehicle, deep into Angola and describes the feeling of utter helplessness as he faces off against Soviet main battle tanks in his lightly armed and armoured Ratel. Loved ones back in the ?States? have no idea of the scope and violence of the war in Angola and are kept in the dark as to the extent of South Africa?s involvement, often told that their son, brother or father has been killed ?on the Border?, little knowing that he died hundreds of kilometres inside Angola. In the space of a week, the intense high of battle contrasts starkly with suddenly being back in Civvy Street where nobody knows or cares about what he?s just been through"-- Back cover.